diary *sigh*

ok i kind of tell what i feel and it's kind of a diary to me
actually i'm not kind of person that like to talk about my PROBLEMS
but at my blog i kind of express my self (lebay deh ah)
oh ya i got a crush on a boy which is i know i will never be with him
i kind of feel comfortable beside him

talking with him (idk what to think)

but then as soon as i know that my friend got a crush that the same guy that i like

i gave up on him

well,it's for my own good,and i don't like competing over my friend just for a boy

so i've been over him like 1 month 2 weeks (i guess)

but it haunted me when i go to school

i feel clumsy,angry,crying at the same time

then i said to my self:

din just gave up,u know u never be with him,just give up,before you got a heart broken,and you cant forget

but then i think

ok that was right,but i can't give up

but then the fact i did give up

but that like feeling still there but just one sentences

you better not fight with your friend over a small thing

because in the end you just realized that you were just fighting over a small thing

is ridiculous,pointless,wasting time and energy

if some of you read this blog and have a problem

just shake hands admitted that your sorry
and you can be friends without any problems

well that's all (sorry for the many entered space)

-dinan

hehe my dad celebration

gue dgn skluarga pergi ke plaza senayan buat ngerayain ultah bokap gue
trus itu rada lama ke sana nya karena ade gue ganti bajunya lama dan masih main internet
jadi marah dan rusuh (lebay deh) ya udah abis ade gue ganti baju langsung ke plaza senayan
pas di mobil gitu gue gak sadar batre bb bokap gue udah lowbat jadi gak bisa mainin -___-
pas sampe di sana,harus muter muter dulu buat nyari parkir,abis itu kan udah ketemu
langsun ke lantai 3 buat makan gituuuu
gue ke restoran lupa namanya di situ makanan nya enak haha
gue sbelum pulang lansung ke mc d karena mau eskrim langsung pulang
pulang pulang ke kenyanyangan terlalu banyak makan -,- hahaha
abis itu gue langsung browsing and updating my blog hehehe


but before i go to ps

i kind of talk about beauty queen
when she chat with she's just like show off that she is chatting with ****** ******* gue banyakin bintang nya karena pasti pada tau huahaha
trus gue langsung bilang ke ************ karena dia mamer chat ama si ****** *******
trus pm gue gini kan,"money grabbing,back stabbing,and ego maniac?"
trus si ************ nanya pm gue siapa gue bilang aja di dvd haha soalnya lucu hehe
nah gue katain si beauty queen tuh 2 face back stabber ego maniac,dan si ************ kaget pas gue ngatain itu heheheh gue kalo kesel ama orang lumayan bisa siih ahahah
tapi si ************ bilang jangan ngatai karena dia di bilangin penghianat jadi gue gak ngomong
hahahha
but the fact i kind of hate that beauty queen attitude and my friend from 19 sbi know what she like
so i kind of tell her
oh yeah my friend from sbi,when she's in elementary si beauty queen tuh kadang suka boong gitu...

i will not tell further cause there's too many spoilers back stabber bla bla bla

ok byee
-dinan