diary *sigh*

ok i kind of tell what i feel and it's kind of a diary to me
actually i'm not kind of person that like to talk about my PROBLEMS
but at my blog i kind of express my self (lebay deh ah)
oh ya i got a crush on a boy which is i know i will never be with him
i kind of feel comfortable beside him

talking with him (idk what to think)

but then as soon as i know that my friend got a crush that the same guy that i like

i gave up on him

well,it's for my own good,and i don't like competing over my friend just for a boy

so i've been over him like 1 month 2 weeks (i guess)

but it haunted me when i go to school

i feel clumsy,angry,crying at the same time

then i said to my self:

din just gave up,u know u never be with him,just give up,before you got a heart broken,and you cant forget

but then i think

ok that was right,but i can't give up

but then the fact i did give up

but that like feeling still there but just one sentences

you better not fight with your friend over a small thing

because in the end you just realized that you were just fighting over a small thing

is ridiculous,pointless,wasting time and energy

if some of you read this blog and have a problem

just shake hands admitted that your sorry
and you can be friends without any problems

well that's all (sorry for the many entered space)

-dinan